Saturday, May 8, 2010

Let's Clap!...NOT!

So, who are we clapping for? Well actually not clapping for? Boys. Ohmigosh, do they have to be so annoying??? or correction hard to read. Example, his name is...hmmm...Jonathan (not a real name.) So i have liked this Jonathan can we say FOREVER!!!! Anyways he acts like he likes me, then says he doesnt. Let me say something. guys are prone to lying when it comes to girls that like them. DONT DENY IT! haha :) (i still love guys though!) He looks at me that certain way, and i kno him way to well for him to deny that he likes me. He said i could be pretty if i put effort in to it, and trust me i have been putting EFFORT to my ability, considering that i cannot wear makeup, and my mom is all about non revealing shirts (which is completely fine with me!) recently he said that i wasnt ugly, that i was instead pretty. ha, i didnt say anything and kept looking at me, then said 'your welcome' i replied by saying 'I WAS GONNA SAY IT!' he just laughed. later i said thank you. i was speechless that the guy that i have been trying to get to notice me for at least 6 months finally glanced at me to notice that i was pretty! i was thrilled, i was flying on that phrase alone for a whole day. loved it! see, he just doesnt always see me the way that i would LOVE him to see me as. enuff about boys

we have End-Of-Grades in about a week and a half! NOT COOL! but, it just shows me that 8th grade is almost over, and that i am graduating! NOOOO!!!! i love all my friends to death, and the majority of them are leaving to go to a different high school because they just HAD TO BUILD ANOTHER HIGH SCHOOL!!!! great right! yeah, well ill see them at the pool this year and stuff and we can always hang which is cool, considering that i get paid for watching my grandpa and making him dinner. an easy 10 bucks a month. well actually sometimes it isnt so easy, because even though he can say only one word (he had a stroke) he can get PRETTY bossy sometimes...and annoying, kinda like my younger brother,if ya know what i mean! <3 ya still lil bro! anways, im leaving my bffl to go to another school. i mean he is like my only strong Christian friend like me. love that dude to death..lets say his name is Nathan. ha, i remember when i had a crush on him and ick! i cud never like him like that anymore.

Since im going to high school, ive been trying out for color guard. it is hard stuff with the dancing and the twirling of flags. my back is all burnt, but im all tanner! They tell us we need to stand real super tall in color guard, which is easy for me considering that i am already like 5'5! :)well i wanna see what happens with this blog, because i think it would be awesome if at least someone read this and it made someone cry, or laugh, or whatever my mood is (today it is laughy-ish) I LOVE THE WORD ISH! btw, thought id tell you that i love ish! it is an awesome word. anyways, to conclude this freakishly blog
toodles
for now
ill be back
whenever ican
LOVE,
CLAIRE <3